hey guys read this...its a sad story-allan28-

"I Love You"

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him.

           Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
         

               “Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
               “I can’t”
               “Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment
                 grabbing me.
               “No… I am going to meet a friend…”
 

          He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

 
         Then one day…

              Me: Um, Jin, I …
              Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
              Me: I love you.
              Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
         That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…

         Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
             Me: Jin…
             Jin: Here…take this…
             Again, he handed me a little doll.
            Me: What’s this?
            Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you  now. I’m going home now, bye.
            Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
            Jin: Today? Huh?

        I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
            Jin: You have something to say?
            Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
            Jin: What?!
            Me: Tell me
        I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.

           “I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

       That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
        After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday

        After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.

        He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

              Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
       I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.  Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
             Me: I don’t need it.
             Jin: What….why…
         I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
               Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
         I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

                                           “I’m sorry”

         He apologized in a tiny voice.
         He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
               Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

 
        But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…
 

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

               “Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
         But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
               “Jin, move!”
               HONK~!!
               “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
          That’s how he went away from me.
          That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.

          After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…  And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
 

           Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…
 

                               “One…two… three…”
            That was how… I started to count the dolls…
                              “Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty
five…”
             It all ended with 485 dolls.
             I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

   
                              “I love you~, I love you~”
           I dropped the dolls,shocked.
                             

                                  “I….lo..ve…you??”
             I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
 

                            “I love you~ I love you~”
              It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
                                      “I love you~”
                                      “I love you~”
                                      “I love you~”
              Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,
that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…
 

        “Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you
forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
 

          The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked  god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
 

• dys-kaya mo yan.....we're here to help
• dhey-buzz......
• emong-buzz.....buzzz....
• patty-miss you...ticket namin
• jeje-hey girl...wassup???
• marco-tol salamt ha...
• kams-nay salamat for hearing my problems
• july-buti naman nagkita tayo....
• nix-have time for us.....
• iris-nasan ka na
• allan-i love aizel

 (=       dis is for you my kuya lhan....

haha! pinaghirapan ko yan ha! hehehe        =)

 Azerbaijani          

Ad gununuz mubarek! -- for people older than you [<==haha!]
        Ad gunun mubarek! -- for people younger than you

Chinese-Cantonese

Sun Yat Fai Lok! [coooOOoooLL!!! LOK!] 

 
French (Canada) 

Bonne Fete!   [para magets ni patty. hehe!]

 
French 

Joyeux Anniversaire!  [para sa mga angfrench classes jan]

 German    

Allet Jute ooch zum Jeburtstach! or Ick wuensch da allet 
                Jute zum Jeburtstach! [phew! haba]

Greek   

Eytyxismena Genethlia! or Chronia Pola! [para kay orlando bloom my labs]

 Hawaiian  

Hau`oli la hanau!  [para kay trias] 

 Hindi (India) 

Janam Din ki badhai! or Janam Din ki shubkamnaayein! [wla lng!] 

Italian      Buon Compleanno!  [wla lng ren!]

Japanese    

Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu! [mis ko na  c sir jun]

 
Pinoy (Philippines)   

Maligayang kaarawan sa iyo! [tinubuang-lupa] 

 
Spanish  

Feliz Cumpleańos! [para sa ating mga mananakop jan]

basta happy birthday!!!

luvya!!!!

sna nga pla makapanood tau ng maayos

ng UAAP cheering sa linggo!

(ung hindi na kelangan mag-telescope) 

haha! cge! GOD BLESS!!!!!!

may bago na pala akong iiwanang

mensahe sa iyo....

 sa ausczthehgz na rin...

just remember...

wherever you go...

there you are.... ^_^      -=jeje=-

Pieces Of Me

ni jessica simpson

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care

When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's a mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
Well, I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...

A Little Bit

-MYMP-


I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall

I'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to
It wasn't my attention to hurt you
This feeling is true

Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me

[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall

hoist!!! mga pipol!!! kelan ba tau magkikita tlga?!?!?! tuloy ba ung lakad natin sa linggo?!?! mauubusan na tau ng tickets noh!! sa lasal nga e isang araw lng ata ung booth e paubos na agad! tsk tsk. hei hei hei!! are u wid me? come on and answer me. paramdam nmn jan! buti pa c dys gabi gabi na ata nagttxt. haha=)

hai.... sayang tlga.... huhuhu!!! ndi ako DL!!!!! sayang tlga... 2.8 GPA ko... e dpat 3.0 GPA pra ma-DL.... waaaaahhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! owel.... next term nlng bawi... akala ko nman kc ganun kahirap ma-DL e... ndi ko tuloy tinarget... hai... peo buti nlng naka-survive ako dis first term.. kala ko tlga sasabit na ko sa RELIGION at BIO e... naka-dos pa! hehe.

eto nga pla sched ko ng 2nd term....

monday / friday: classes -- 9:20-4:40 vacant -- 10:20-11:40, 1:10-2:30

tuesday: classes -- 8:00-11:10 vacant -- half day lang!!!

wednesday: classes -- 9:20-4:40 vacant -- 10:20-11:40, 12:40-2:30

thursday: classes -- 8:00-3:00 vacant -- 11:10-1:00

analysis:

1. puede tau magkita-kits nang tuesday after classes!! kung ok kau...

2. parehas lang mga uwian ko ng monday, wednesday and friday =)